Die

I feel I want to die
But I don’t know why?
Around me everything looks sad
I feel this world is bad.
Deep inside my heart I feel blood stopped flowing
Is that because I feel I m dieing.
I know I can’t talk and I can’t relate
I know I can’t cry because my eyes are dry.
No taught run in my mind
I feel I have become insane
Should I call this life?
Do I really need to live?
No I decide I will die.

Dark

I see darkness in me
I feel I have lost the battle
The fire has died, my light blown away
By an unwanted breeze...
I feel only silence, it’s a maddening silence
It is suffocating, draining my brain
The emptiness is within me, killing me whole,
Leaving nothing left but an empty soul.
Whom do I search for? What shall I question?
I find no answer anywhere.
Question asked do u understand me,
I say yes, but whom would I question?
I question my supreme,
Do I not sincerely and deeply love them?
Why do they then hurt me so often,
If not always?
My mind is clear, but not my heart
But no matter what happens
My feelings are still enclosed
Questioning me
Is this darkness an end of me?