Circle

I know what it’s to be like lonely
I know what it’s to be to depart
I have been there & done that
Today I am forced again to depart
As I see no love & care!
The misery inside me is killing
Feel this world is cruel with no love
I am carried away by emotions and that’s not valued by any
I begged for love and I begged for care
They pushed me away again & again
See no hope in relationship and feel dumped
They crushed my hope with pain and left me no where
Do I run away or do I end?

Lonely Again

Feeling lonely on the land I walk,
Feeling lonely air when I stroll:
This lonely life doth take its toll,
In lonely circles all astray.
Feel Lonely in the dark of night
Get scared of weird thoughts
I try dreaming of sweet companions close,
As wine duo with dinner’s dish.
Lonely do these thoughts make me
That draws my blood from my body
Replace it with stream of pain & Cry
To bless my veins with coursing strife
Lonely tears that cool my face
Lonely years are now my friends,
I live with forever and ever

I Love you

Around the world I have searched and searched
Looking for the one, who hold my hand and say “I love you”
But I have found the love, the love of my life
You're the love of my life that is why I receive you.
As wide as the ocean just waiting to hug you and never let go
You're the one for me and that's all I need to know.
Every kiss bestowed upon me, like fragrance on flowers,
Moonlight for the ocean, Nectar for the bee
Every moment in your arms, like waves to the ocean,
Life without limits, I shall love you forever.
Without you, my life is strife but now I ask for a second chance
Be with me forever and ever, an eternal dance
I wait for you, as the days go by my love is growing inch by inch
I cannot wait to see you again but I wait for you, and your warm kiss.

Lost You

I remember how it used to be...

Where nothing mattered, it was just you and me.

Candies, walks, gifts, and Long term Talks.

I remember when you said, I was your Life, filled with so much love and made me laugh
Now, when you say it, it's more like a phrase and it makes me cry more & more.

Losing my heart, there forms a crack.

It was created a little while ago... Because of how much I want you back.

The old you, the one I thought I knew.

For all of these years, we went from being friends to being in love...

It seems to me, now, like we’re none of the above.

Tears of pain and tears of hope...

It was these times I need you just to cope.

You turn around and hurt me bad, made me sad.
Those times, When time simply stood still...

and we kissed, that perfect kiss .

Why did you take it away from me?

It's because that is how reality is…….
I want to let go...but then I can't...

I know I should...If only I could.

I have tried and tried. The endless solution; I cried and cried!!!!!

Apprehensions

If I had give to a chance would that be for you
If I had to get closer would that be you?
If I need arms to Hug would that be yours?
I know I am threading my dreams… without any pearl around..
Do I forget the moment we spent….
Should I let you go your way…
Seeing myself in middle of ocean should I call you to save me...
I see a crystal and should I breakthrough to reach you..
Should I wait for you to respond or let you go……
Would I get hurt when you walk away…
Shall I enfold myself with the glimpse of your smile and treasure till I die?
All these questions seem to blind me. For all I know I’m falling behind.
I witness something not noticed before…………
But what am I to you, I don’t comprehend.

Lost Soul

Time has passed on
Slipping through my hold
Still I live, I breathe
I have lost myself
Am I where I want to be?
Nothing but an empty shell
I have not the will, the will to care, the will to love
The sadness and the pain, my biggest ever teardrops,
Fell like falling rain which will never stop
I know I lost my myself, I don’t know who I am
My hope is lost in a sea of dreams,
The sound of the rushing ocean is my pain.
If only I could see where my faith has gone,
Maybe i wouldn’t be so lost in the mind of my soul.
I need your warmth, I need your faith
Anything to bring me back,
Anything to find my soul……..

Way Back

Should I say my day is almost over?
Everything I wanted to do or everything I wanted to say
I make my way back home, before darkness is closed
I think and start wondering
Should I wall myself in a closed dark room..
I close my eyes and reach down my soul
And grab for real me hidden beneath these bare bones
Of what the world has molded me into!
I recall my old days.. Sitting with my friends
Days and nights I spent with my love
Happiness and sadness we shared …..
Silence all around me, the thoughts and feelings that haunt me
Make me go crazy without any answers….
I understand nothing of the myriad of emotions,that have a mind of its own….
As I looked at the horizon, seeking release
From the brute that lived within…
I was at perplexity what to do!
I am stuck in a rat hole that slowly consumed me day after day…
I still made my way the boundaries that once defined me
Wandering on a dream to a land of sunshine