Lost Soul

Time has passed on
Slipping through my hold
Still I live, I breathe
I have lost myself
Am I where I want to be?
Nothing but an empty shell
I have not the will, the will to care, the will to love
The sadness and the pain, my biggest ever teardrops,
Fell like falling rain which will never stop
I know I lost my myself, I don’t know who I am
My hope is lost in a sea of dreams,
The sound of the rushing ocean is my pain.
If only I could see where my faith has gone,
Maybe i wouldn’t be so lost in the mind of my soul.
I need your warmth, I need your faith
Anything to bring me back,
Anything to find my soul……..

Way Back

Should I say my day is almost over?
Everything I wanted to do or everything I wanted to say
I make my way back home, before darkness is closed
I think and start wondering
Should I wall myself in a closed dark room..
I close my eyes and reach down my soul
And grab for real me hidden beneath these bare bones
Of what the world has molded me into!
I recall my old days.. Sitting with my friends
Days and nights I spent with my love
Happiness and sadness we shared …..
Silence all around me, the thoughts and feelings that haunt me
Make me go crazy without any answers….
I understand nothing of the myriad of emotions,that have a mind of its own….
As I looked at the horizon, seeking release
From the brute that lived within…
I was at perplexity what to do!
I am stuck in a rat hole that slowly consumed me day after day…
I still made my way the boundaries that once defined me
Wandering on a dream to a land of sunshine