Dark

I see darkness in me
I feel I have lost the battle
The fire has died, my light blown away
By an unwanted breeze...
I feel only silence, it’s a maddening silence
It is suffocating, draining my brain
The emptiness is within me, killing me whole,
Leaving nothing left but an empty soul.
Whom do I search for? What shall I question?
I find no answer anywhere.
Question asked do u understand me,
I say yes, but whom would I question?
I question my supreme,
Do I not sincerely and deeply love them?
Why do they then hurt me so often,
If not always?
My mind is clear, but not my heart
But no matter what happens
My feelings are still enclosed
Questioning me
Is this darkness an end of me?