Apprehensions

If I had give to a chance would that be for you
If I had to get closer would that be you?
If I need arms to Hug would that be yours?
I know I am threading my dreams… without any pearl around..
Do I forget the moment we spent….
Should I let you go your way…
Seeing myself in middle of ocean should I call you to save me...
I see a crystal and should I breakthrough to reach you..
Should I wait for you to respond or let you go……
Would I get hurt when you walk away…
Shall I enfold myself with the glimpse of your smile and treasure till I die?
All these questions seem to blind me. For all I know I’m falling behind.
I witness something not noticed before…………
But what am I to you, I don’t comprehend.