Fade Away….

I never thought I would see this day
I never thought I would feel this way,
You were my life.. Yet so much more
My friend, my lover once, is now unknown.
And what hurts the most is I now know what I lost... and I'm alone.
Feeling afraid, cold and lonely
should I back away and build a wall,
and block away how I feel?
May be we both need some time to heal.
You were nice and happy... Close to me
What made you change? So much
That you fail to understand me
You say that you love me and that’s for ever
When I long to tell you how I feel,
you don’t want to hear me.
Would this remain the same forever?
Or would you be back as you were before?
Should I wait…. Or just fade away…

Worthless

My heart aches just as the day you hurt me
My tears fall as if u betrayed me just yesterday
I never did anything to hurt you, yet you didn’t give a fuck about my feelings
All I want to know is why?
You laughed when you knew that I was in tears,
I was the best friend that you could have ever asked for
You continued to make me cry and feel worthless.
My tears come from deep within my soul.
I cried so long
I cried, while you were away and never cared
And u called yourself as my love?
I trusted you, I called you my life
I loved you more than anyone could ever do
I was always by your side.
I never did anything to hurt you, yet u hurt me more than my heart could take
All I want to know is why?
To tell you the truth
I miss us talking all night long about nothing and everything.
I miss you always being there to hear my pain.
I miss the way that you never judged me or looked down upon me.
I miss the fact that I thought you loved me and that you would never hurt me.
I never did anything to hurt you, yet you hurt me for all my life
All I want to know is why?