Fade Away….

I never thought I would see this day
I never thought I would feel this way,
You were my life.. Yet so much more
My friend, my lover once, is now unknown.
And what hurts the most is I now know what I lost... and I'm alone.
Feeling afraid, cold and lonely
should I back away and build a wall,
and block away how I feel?
May be we both need some time to heal.
You were nice and happy... Close to me
What made you change? So much
That you fail to understand me
You say that you love me and that’s for ever
When I long to tell you how I feel,
you don’t want to hear me.
Would this remain the same forever?
Or would you be back as you were before?
Should I wait…. Or just fade away…