Wednesday, July 18, 2007

Hurt

I wish I was someone,
To see why I m hurt so badly?
I m drowning in my tears
With the silence on my face.
Lonely and cold I lay in my room,
Thinking why am I alone?
I roll and run on grass
Lost in thought inside my head
Slowly sorting fact from world of madness.
I can’t express my strong emotions
They are buried in the grave.
I’m dizzy with grief just feeling so dead
Would I feel the same all my way?
Would there be no answer for all I say?

Tuesday, July 17, 2007

Scared

I am Scared in this world
Alone I stay in dark.
I pray alone to survive
I am scared I may not survive.
I wake up one day and I decide to touch the sky
I am scared I may not reach the sky
I don’t know what I am doing
Or what I should have done
Thinking again I get scared.
I walk thousands mile
But I don’t think for a while.
I alone stare at sky
For no reason why?
I walk with broken heart
With tears filled in my eye and sadness on my face
I am scared I may again cry.
I don’t know where I go and what I do
I am insane in this bad world
I am not scared that I will die.

Complete

Touch my heart you will feel, listen to my breath you will listen
Look into me you would know you’re a special part of me
I m not strong without your love
When everything seems to go wrong
You lift me up with the hug of yours
Make me believe in life again
I carve for your love, strive for it, fight for it and I would die
The day I find I know I m complete.
You just took me the way I m, never asked anything in return
Your love ever be
Regardless of what that may mean to me
My heart is weakened and my senses still numb
Yet still I smile when you hold me tight
Your Love is like a gentle breeze
That cascades through entire being.
You touched my hand and lit a spark in my body,
You stared into my eyes and saw straight into my soul,
You put your arms around me and I was finally complete.

Monday, July 2, 2007

Me And You

Me and you Friends at first
Been close very emotional
Then I realized I am in love with you
But a friend was what I agreed to be.
Emotions you gave to me
I could never let be
I knew what I thought was right.
When confessed I Love you, was the happiest moment
I never felt it before, under any circumstance
You showed me joy and love
That I ever hoped before...
Me and You in love for ever.
You and I know lots of thorns on our way
Still we would walk together on that way
No matter how less time we spent
We never know how long
The eternal bond will last forever
I and you tied for ever!

Love

Love is a feeling that’s sweet
Love is a feeling that cannot beat
Love is me and Love is you.
Love is emotion that we feel deep inside
Love is the understanding between us
Love is amenity, did you live it?
Love is a shock, did you suffer it..?
Love is a promise, did you swear for it?
Love is respect, love is dreams
Love is two souls; me and you.
God made love and we felt it
Love is kind, love is gentle
Love is if you have a special someone and I have you.
Love is truth and selfless
Love is unconditional just like mine and yours.

Y

When I think of you I get sick
When I think of you I am scared to death
When I see you, I want to run away from the look in your eyes
When you stare at me I will turn back
Forget all the moments we have had.
Why did u lie you will be my best friend for ever,
When you wanted to leave me alone.
Why did you lie you will be there for me,
When you knew you will go your way.
It was so beautiful to be with you
Everyday we laughed, without any pain
When you got new ones, you laughed with them
Giving me all the pain.
I am a fool still I think of you
I am a fool still I crave for you
I moved away from you, just like you asked
Why you pushed me away keeping my soul with you
I remember it was perfect, the friendship that we had had
But soon we suffocated and everything turned bad
Deep down it hurts me and you that we won't talk again
So we hide it with our anger, it conceals all of our pain
I still feel sick, I m still scared to death
I would still run away,
Because of you!

Time

I remember the time we spent
I remember the days we laughed
I start to think about all we had
I think I have to walk on losing my sight
What changed your mind?
What keeps you blind?
Why have you changed so fast?
At last you left me behind.
My heart will cry, my soul may die
Still I m alone deep inside
I confess you’re my never ending love
You’re the one I love for ever
I don’t care even if I m hurt inside
Why do I have to cry all the night?
Why do I have to get psyched?
I know I am all alone
Still I would survive.

Broken heart

I was broke, my heart was shattered
In the depth of sorrow and hatred
I found no ways, no rays
Life seems to be a desert, burning me always
I walk alone in search of peace
Found only pain with no gain
Trusted you all this while
Walked besides with all my hopes
Never realized it’s just a dream.
I made u laugh, I showed you love
Making me cry, u shattered my love
I was broke, my heart was shattered
In the depth of sorrow and hatred.
I am scared still I survived
For no reason as in why?
Tears slowly ran down my face
I would live even though I meant to die
My trust caught rust
Soul was killed by beast like u
Still I would survive, asking a question to myself y?
I was broke, my heart was shattered
In the depth of sorrow and hatred
Never make a mistake seeing u again
I know it will hurt me with all the pain
I would walk alone all my way
May be one day I would see a ray……
It’s Just a broken heart, you go your way
Don’t ask y. I am happy this way.