Fade Away….

I never thought I would see this day
I never thought I would feel this way,
You were my life.. Yet so much more
My friend, my lover once, is now unknown.
And what hurts the most is I now know what I lost... and I'm alone.
Feeling afraid, cold and lonely
should I back away and build a wall,
and block away how I feel?
May be we both need some time to heal.
You were nice and happy... Close to me
What made you change? So much
That you fail to understand me
You say that you love me and that’s for ever
When I long to tell you how I feel,
you don’t want to hear me.
Would this remain the same forever?
Or would you be back as you were before?
Should I wait…. Or just fade away…

Worthless

My heart aches just as the day you hurt me
My tears fall as if u betrayed me just yesterday
I never did anything to hurt you, yet you didn’t give a fuck about my feelings
All I want to know is why?
You laughed when you knew that I was in tears,
I was the best friend that you could have ever asked for
You continued to make me cry and feel worthless.
My tears come from deep within my soul.
I cried so long
I cried, while you were away and never cared
And u called yourself as my love?
I trusted you, I called you my life
I loved you more than anyone could ever do
I was always by your side.
I never did anything to hurt you, yet u hurt me more than my heart could take
All I want to know is why?
To tell you the truth
I miss us talking all night long about nothing and everything.
I miss you always being there to hear my pain.
I miss the way that you never judged me or looked down upon me.
I miss the fact that I thought you loved me and that you would never hurt me.
I never did anything to hurt you, yet you hurt me for all my life
All I want to know is why?

Endless Love

I love you so deeply,
I love the sound of your voice
You are perfect to me in every single way.
I love your warm smile and your kind
The joy that you bring to my life every day
You are perfect to me, with everything you do.
I love you today, and I'll love you forever with all of my heart
because there is no life without your love in my heart
You are perfect to me, in the way you act.
Let my dream come true to garland you as a perfect man
Having you in my life is what I want for ever.
The smiles you share, the loving words you tell me
How you have touched my life and made me who I am
No words I can write and say, how much I love you
And how much you are mean to me.
Always, I want to share all my love with you
because I found in you my endless love.

Here

Should I question why am I here?
Do I have a purpose to live?
I think and roll merry Jane
Try to dream which I never seen.
Alone to cry and alone to frown
Alone to discover who I am?
I lost my morning dew,
But no one has any clue
All night I feel deeply sick
I gulp a beer then I get silly kick
Is this what I looked forward?
Without any answer I wander.
I look at mirror but don’t see inside me
It’s all darkness which not suppose to be
There's more to this, I’ll tell you that for sure,
There's something here or I just might die.

With Me

You will always be with me
Trust me once and believe in what I say.
If you see inside my soul,
You would know how I long for you
In always ways you comfort me,
It’s not just the reason I love you
I love you the way you are.
I could search the whole world over
I will never find another love
Like the love I find in you
So if you could see inside my soul
You would know I am blessed
Because I have you here with me

Eternal love

An unspoken love that couldn’t been seen
Unites two hearts with only a dream
It’s a destined encounter which never took place
Commended our love but left no trace
Our language of true love is forever
That’s why our love goes anywhere
You're out of reach but I'm very far behind
To dream of you and you being mine forever
Our bond is blessed and worshipped from afar
Can no longer be seen but written in the stars

Hurt

I wish I was someone,
To see why I m hurt so badly?
I m drowning in my tears
With the silence on my face.
Lonely and cold I lay in my room,
Thinking why am I alone?
I roll and run on grass
Lost in thought inside my head
Slowly sorting fact from world of madness.
I can’t express my strong emotions
They are buried in the grave.
I’m dizzy with grief just feeling so dead
Would I feel the same all my way?
Would there be no answer for all I say?